30 June 2018

Review: The Near Witch by Victoria Schwab

The Near Witch
by Victoria Schwab
Published by Disney-Hyperion
YA, fantasy, paranormal, romance

The Near Witch is only an old story told to frighten children. 
If the wind calls at night, you must not listen. The wind is lonely, and always looking for company. 
There are no strangers in the town of Near. 
These are the truths that Lexi has heard all her life.
But when an actual stranger - a boy who seems to fade like smoke - appears outside her home on the moor at night, she knows that at least one of these sayings is no longer true. 
The next night, the children of Near start disappearing from their beds, and the mysterious boy falls under suspicion. 
As the hunt for the children intensifies, so does Lexi's need to know - about the withc thta just might be more than a bedtime story, about the wind that seems to speak through the walls at night, and about the history of this nameless boy.

I love Schwab's books, so I was overjoyed when I managed to find an used copy of The Near Witch, which is out of print. I went in knowing that it's a debut and might not be as good as some of her latest work, but I still loved this story. The most unique aspect in The Near Witch is the poetic, descriptive language. It's absolutely beautifully written and Schwab certainly knows how to play with words. It's a joy and wonder to read!

While the language was poetic and absolute joy, the plot was a little simple and characters were a bit tropey. The main character Lexi was quite bland as she got least development and her feelings weren't explained. It was difficult for me to identify with Lexi when her main objective seemed to be rebellious against her uncle Otto, and she made some stupid mistakes because of it. I was also a bit disappointed because the lack of suspense as it was easy for reader to see what's going on based on blurb and first clues alone.

Despite of the small disappointments with lack of suspense and character development, I enjoyed The Near Witch. However, there was plenty of intriguing side characters, such as the stranger Cole and the witches of Near, Magda and Dreska. Despite the criticism I have for some aspects, I truly enjoyed the story and poetic language. It was captivating, and I would have read a sequel if there was one. A good debut from Schwab, I'd say.

4 of 5 stars

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29 June 2018

Book Blitz + Giveaway: The Proposition by A. M. Salinger


The Proposition (Nights, #6)
by A.M. Salinger
Publication date: June 26th 2018
Adult, Contemporary, LGBTQ+, Romance
They call me the Charmer. My best friend Wade tells me it’s because I’m suave and mysterious. But he doesn’t know my secret. The one I’ve kept hidden from him for twelve years. The one I will never reveal to him — Rhys 
They call me The Brute. Probably because of my physique. And, let’s face it, because I’m a total dick at times. So Rhys likes to tell me anyway. Thing is, there’s something Rhys isn’t telling me. Something I’m dying to hear from his lips. His sinful confession. You see, I know Rhys’s secret — Wade 
Rhys Damon has spent most of his adult life watching Wade Tucker bed woman after woman, his dark desire for his best friend and business partner a secret he is determined to take to his grave, since he knows it will never be reciprocated. With their design firm thriving across two continents, Rhys finds himself content burying his heartache in a string of meaningless, casual sex arrangements. Until the night everything changes. 
When Wade Tucker stumbles upon his best friend calling out his name as he pleasures himself, he knows his relationship with Rhys will never be the same again. A year later, the memory of what Wade saw is still branded in his mind and his feelings for Rhys have evolved into something he never anticipated. As tension mounts and the relationship between the two business partners becomes increasingly strained, things finally come to a head the night Wade follows Rhys and discovers him with another man. 
After an explosive confrontation, Wade makes Rhys a proposition he can’t refuse: that they try things out for six weeks. Six weeks of exploring a side of each other they never knew before. Six weeks of torrid kisses and sultry touches. Six weeks of screamingly good, scorching hot sex. Six weeks of utterly losing themselves to one another. 
But as the end of their proposition looms in sight, can Wade persuade Rhys that he wants more? Or will Rhys’s deep-seated fears stop him from fully surrendering his heart and soul to the one man he thought he could never have? 
Discover Rhys and Wade’s wickedly intoxicating story in this sixth novella in the hot, contemporary romance series Nights by A.M. Salinger. Note from the author: although each book in Nights can be read as a standalone, you will enjoy this series even more if you read the books in order! 
This is a novella length MM romance with a HEA.


EXCERPT:
A muscle jumped in Rhys Damon’s jaw as he strode across the open plan workspace of the Tokyo branch of Damon & Tucker. He ignored the curious looks of the men and women seated at the neat, uncluttered cubicles lining the ebony floor and stormed inside a large, glass-lined office. He slammed the door shut and glared at the figure on the other side of the sleek desk dominating the stark masculine room while he flicked a switch. The outside world disappeared as the privacy glass changed from clear to frosted.

“Why did you take Misaki off the Osaka project?” Rhys snapped.

Wade Tucker placed his pen down on the file he was working on and leaned back in his leather chair. His expression grew shuttered as he locked gaze with Rhys, his slate blue eyes unreadable.

“She’s not fit for it right now.”

Rhys inhaled shallowly and counted to five.

Breathe. Just breathe. Don’t let him get to you.

“Would you care to explain?” Rhys said between gritted teeth. “We agreed months ago that it was time to give her the lead on one of the new contracts and we did so. We’re now six weeks from the deadline. The timing of this couldn’t be any worse.”

Wade drummed his fingers on the white laminate table, a slight frown darkening his chiseled face. Rhys found his eyes drawn to Wade’s large hand and immaculately clipped nails. He wondered if Wade had touched anyone with that very hand the night before. Had dipped his fingers inside a woman’s hot mouth and her wet pussy. Had gripped her ass and her hips while he thrust his hard dick repeatedly into her body.

Rhys reigned in on the torrid images flashing across his inner vision and cursed internally.

Now is not the time to indulge in your usual fuck fantasies about this dipshit.

Rhys thinned his lips, leaned against the door, and folded his arms across his chest. “I’m still waiting, Wade.”

Wade let out a rueful sigh and ran a hand through his hair. “She’s made several mistakes in the past two weeks that would have jeopardized the entire project had one of the other designers on her team not picked up on them.”

Surprise jolted through Rhys at Wade’s words. It was followed by a surge of irritation. “Why the hell didn’t you tell me about this sooner? That doesn’t sound like the kind of thing she’d—”

“Because I only managed to pin her down and talk to her last night,” Wade said, his own voice laced with annoyance.

Rhys stilled, his mouth suddenly dry. “Wait…please tell me you didn’t sleep with her!”

Shock flared across Wade’s face. He scowled and jumped to his feet, his hands flat on the desk.

“What?! No! What the hell do you take me for?” he barked.

“An asshole who likes to dip his stick in any wet hole he can find,” Rhys said bluntly.

Wade blinked owlishly, his expression so disconcerted Rhys would have laughed had the candid statement he had just made not burned through his very core.

He’d watched Wade bed woman after woman in the sixteen years they had known each other, and it still hurt just as badly as the day he realized he wanted the man who ended up becoming his closest friend and business partner.

Fate is a sick, twisted bitch.

“You’re such a fucking contradiction,” Wade muttered.

Rhys stiffened under Wade’s heated stare. “What do you mean?”

Wade’s eyes darkened with a mixture of frustration and amusement.

“You’ve got that whole suave, sophisticated, butter-wouldn’t-melt-in-your-mouth look down to a T,” he said, his laser-like blue gaze roaming Rhys from his carefully-styled, dark blonde hair to the polished caps of his Italian loafers, “yet you’ve got the filthiest mouth of anyone I’ve ever met.”
Rhys ignored the fire licking across his skin where Wade had literally kissed his body with those dangerously mesmerizing eyes of his. He unfolded his arms, pushed away from the door, and tucked his hands in the pockets of his tailor-made trousers as he strolled casually across the office. He stopped opposite Wade and faced him across the desk.

“Of course.” Rhys arched an eyebrow arrogantly. “After all, that’s why they call me The Charmer and you The Brute.”

Wade’s lips twitched at the nicknames that had plagued them since their college days. “I still maintain they should have named us The Joker and The King.”

Rhys’s shoulders relaxed, the tension that had been with him since that morning slowly abating. “With me in the role of king, obviously,” he said tartly.

Wade chuckled, his mouth curving in a lopsided grin that brought out his dimples. Rhys swallowed a groan when he felt his dick stir in response.

Sexy fucker.

Wade’s expression gradually sobered. “Misaki’s pregnant. And she’s thinking about having a termination,” he said quietly.

Rhys inhaled sharply, surprise tightening his muscles once more.

Wade sighed. “And no, before you ask, it isn’t mine.”

Rhys’s heart thudded in his chest as he considered Wade. “Who’s the father?” he mumbled.

Wade rolled his eyes. “You get one guess.”

Rhys’s mind raced frantically as he thought of their staff and anyone Misaki had shown interest in of late. From Wade’s words, it had to be somebody they both knew.

“Not Reo?” Rhys said. “I know she had a thing for him a while back but he just got engaged, didn’t—”

“For one of the smartest guys I know, you sure are dumb sometimes,” Wade interrupted, deadpan. “It’s Itsuki.”

Rhys ignored the insult and frowned. “We haven’t got an Its—” He froze as a face swam before his eyes. “Oh my fucking God, you mean that Itsuki?!”

Wade nodded, his eyes sparkling with mirth at Rhys’s stunned expression.

“The sandwich guy?!” Rhys spluttered. “That baby-faced kid who looks like he hasn’t hit puberty yet? The one who delivers our lunch every day?!”

“Shush, keep your voice down!” Wade said with a frown, eyes darting to the frosted glass separating them from the outer office.

“We both know it’s soundproof,” Rhys said absent-mindedly. He crossed his arms and leaned his hip against Wade’s desk, still startled by Wade’s revelation. “Is she serious? About the termination?” he said after a while, chewing his lower lip thoughtfully.

They both knew Misaki was deeply committed to her career at Damon & Tucker. She had been with their Tokyo branch ever since its inception four years ago.

Wade’s gaze dropped fleetingly to Rhys’s mouth. He sat down slowly.

“I’ve told her to take some time out and think about it.” He picked up his pen and rolled it between his fingers. “Her head is all over the place right now and, until she makes her decision and comes to terms with it, she won’t be able to concentrate fully on work.”

“Good move,” Rhys murmured. He was still annoyed Wade had kept what had happened from him, but he was also pleased Wade had chosen to address things personally with Misaki first, before hauling her over the coals about her mistakes in front of the entire office. It was one of the reasons they had built such a successful business together and had fiercely loyal employees who rarely jumped ship.

“So, who are you thinking of giving the lead on the project to?” Rhys said curiously.
The pen stilled in Wade’s hand. The strangest look flashed in his eyes as he gazed at Rhys.
“I thought you and I could take this one on together.” A faint smile curved his sculptured lips. “Like the good old days.”

Rhys’s stomach plummeted as he stared back at Wade. The last thing he wanted to do with Wade was get back to their “good old days”. In fact, he couldn’t think of anything worse.

Rhys knew there was no way he could be that close to Wade again without doing something stupid.  Like kiss him. Or jump his bones.

“It’ll please our client. And with the both of us working on it, it won’t impact too much on our schedule,” Wade continued in a wary tone, as if he were testing the waters.

“What about Gabe?” Rhys said, conscious he was grinding his teeth. He took a breath and deliberately relaxed his jaw.

“He’s got his plate full with the Hawaii project.” Wade grimaced. “Besides, I can practically see heart-shaped bubbles above his head whenever I look at him these days. If he wasn’t a guy, I’d swear he was pregnant, too. He’s positively glowing.”

Gabe Anderson, one of their senior and most sought after design consultants, had recently gotten engaged to his boyfriend. Their relationship hadn’t been without its trials though, and it was a testament to the two men’s commitment to one another that they had come this far in such a short time.

“Well, if anyone could impregnate a guy, I’d say it was Cam Sorvino,” Rhys murmured as he thought of the gray-eyed king Gabe had tamed. He smiled faintly when another man’s face swam before his eyes, one he knew could also lay claim to that improbable scenario. “Or Joe Cavendish. And you, of course.”

Wade startled.

Rhys suppressed a bitter smile at his business partner’s expression.

“Don’t worry,” he drawled in the nonchalant tone he had mastered over the years of his friendship with Wade, “I know you have zero interest in sticking your dick in a man’s ass.” He pushed away from the desk and started for the door.

“Who’s Joe Cavendish?” Wade said.

Surprise flashed through Rhys at Wade’s tone. He paused and looked over his shoulder. “A friend.”

Lines wrinkled Wade’s brow. “You should introduce me, one day.”

Rhys blinked. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say that was a hint of jealousy in his voice. He scoffed at himself internally then. Yeah, like that would ever happen.

“I don’t think so,” Rhys said smoothly.

Wade’s frown deepened.

And there it is.


Author Bio
Ava Marie Salinger is the pen name of an Amazon bestselling author who has always wanted to write scorching hot contemporary and erotic romance. In 2018, she finally decided to venture to the steamy side. NIGHTS is the first of several sizzling series featuring sweet, sexy men and women with dark pasts and a whole lot of love to give to the ones brave enough to fight for their hearts. When she’s not dreaming up hotties to write about, you’ll find Ava creating kickass music playlists to write to, spying on the wildlife in her garden, drooling over gadgets, and eating Chinese.
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28 June 2018

Book Blitz + Giveaway: Galaxies and Oceans by N.R. Walker


Galaxies and Oceans
by N.R. Walker
Publication date: June 25th 2018
Adult, LGBTQ+, Romance
Seizing his one chance to escape, Ethan Hosking leaves his violent ex-boyfriend, leaves his entire life, and walks into the path of a raging bushfire. Desperate to start over, a new man named Aubrey Hobbs walks out of the fire-ravaged forest, alive and alone. With no ID and no money, nothing but his grandfather’s telescope, he goes where the Southern Cross leads him. 
Patrick Carney is the resident lighthouse keeper in Hadley Cove, a small town on the remote Kangaroo Island off the coast of South Australia. After the tragic death of his lover four years ago, he lives a solitary life; just him, a tabby cat, the Indian and Southern Oceans, and a whole lot of loneliness. He’s content with his life until a stranger shows up in town and turns Patrick’s head. 
Patrick never expected to be interested in anyone else. 
Aubrey never expected to be happy. 
Between Aubrey’s love of the stars and Patrick’s love of the ocean, these two fragile hearts must navigate new waters. If they can weather the storm of their pasts, they could very well have a love that eclipses everything.

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EXCERPT:
Patrick
I stopped, looked toward the lonely figure still watching the ocean below, and with a deep breath and nothing to lose, I crossed the street and walked toward him.

“Hi,” I said, still a few metres away so as not to scare him.

He spun regardless, his eyes wide. He had dark eyes, pale skin, and I could see short brown hair poking out from under his hood. He looked three days unshaven, and the bump on the bridge of his nose gave his handsome face a rugged edge. “Oh, hi.”

“Didn’t mean to scare ya.” I nodded toward the tumultuous, tumbling ocean. “She’s upset today.”

He looked back out to the rough seas and gave me a quick smile. “It’s actually kinda pretty.”

I scratched at my beard. “I’ve heard it been called cruel, cold, rugged, hellish. The only people who call it pretty are the ones who end up staying.”

He looked back out to sea and smiled. The wind caught his hood and tousled his hair. His cheeks were pink from the cold as was the tip of his nose. He was handsome, no two ways about it. And possibly fifteen years younger than me.

I made myself look away. “What brings you here?”

“Looking,” he answered without turning to me.

“For?” I stared out across the stormy waves with him. “Work? A new beginning?”

He shot me a look. “Something like that.”

I sipped my coffee. “There’s not much work here. Well, that’s not true. There’s a tonne of work; this whole town is weather-beaten and old. Just not much work that pays.”

His lips twitched.

“But you can try the caravan park.” I didn’t let on that I knew that was where he was staying. “Old Frank Hill who runs the place would never say no to help. Maintenance, that kind of thing.”

He turned back to the water, to the wind. “I’ve asked him already.”

“Frank’s just a grumpy old man who thinks anyone under thirty’s a hooligan. I’ll have a word with him if you like.”

“Why would you do that?”

I smiled and gave pause. Why was I offering to help this guy? I didn’t know him from Adam. Sure, he was good-looking, but there was something in his eyes. Something deep, hidden, and burning. Something horrendously painful. Something I recognised.

I faced the angry sea alongside him. “Because you called this ocean pretty.”

Neither of us spoke for a while. I drank my coffee and he turned his empty cup in his hands.

“Anyway,” I said, realising I couldn’t stand around all day. “My name’s Patrick. I live at the lighthouse.”

That made him look at me. “In the lighthouse?”

“No. Not in it. In the residence.”

“Oh. Cool.”

“Well, it’s almost two hundred years old, made from sandstone, and it’s tiny. But yes, it’s cool.” I smiled as the wind whipped around us. “I should go. I have work to do, but I’ll call around and see Frank after lunch.” I pulled the newspaper out from under my arm, and his eyes darted to the front page.

He stared so long I turned it around so he could read it, but he shot me a look that I couldn’t place, and it was gone so fast I’d wondered if I’d seen it. He stepped back. “Yeah, um, thanks. That’d be great.”

It wasn’t until I got home that I realised what the look on his face was. It was fear. And I realised I didn’t know his name.

Author Bio
N.R. Walker is an Australian author, who loves her genre of gay romance. She loves writing and spends far too much time doing it, but wouldn't have it any other way.
She is many things; a mother, a wife, a sister, a writer. She has pretty, pretty boys who live in her head, who don't let her sleep at night unless she gives them life with words. 

She likes it when they do dirty, dirty things...but likes it even more when they fall in love. 
She used to think having people in her head talking to her was weird, until one day she happened across other writers who told her it was normal.
She's been writing ever since... 

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26 June 2018

Top Ten Tuesday: Series I Don't Plan To Finish

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly meme hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl. Each week participating bloggers can create lists of topic given by the host, and share them with others!

I have seven series that I've given up and three where I haven't decided on yet (although it's most likely that I won't finish them). Overall theme for the reason why I won't continue is that I read them years ago, lost interest, and just found better suited series for me. All of these are YA series.

Here's the series I've decided to DNF;

Across the Universe by Beth Revis
I read first two novels over six years ago and between the wait for the last novel I just lost interest, especially since I heard it was more heavily sci-fi with new planets and alien races, which isn't really my forte.

Matched by Ally Condie
It's the same case than with Across the Universe, read the first two books years ago and just lost interest. Also, the love triangle wasn't for me.

Hush Hush by Becca Fitzpatrick
Hush Hush was one of the first YA novels in 2012 when I started reading YA again, and I liked it. However, the sequels had problems and I lost interest before the last book was published, so I never read it.

Divergent by Veronica Roth
Exactly the same than the previous ones, I read first two and never got around finishing it. Trish irked me in Insurgent and I got spoiled for Allegiant, so I don't feel need to actually read it.

Delirium by Lauren Oliver
I read Delirium and while I really liked the concept of removing love, I was underwhelmed of the execution of the story. And again, I heard there was love triangle brewing and it's a pet peeve for me.

Lux by Jennifer L. Armentrout
Simple case of loosing interest between a long publication between third and fourth book. The trope and characters also annoyed me more than entertained.

Immortal City by Scott Speer
I really enjoyed first book, but the sequel Natural Born Angel had love triangle and whole book build up for a huge moment, which ended up as cliffhanger at the end. I got so angry for going through build up and love triangle, and not having any sort of conclusion that I decided to DNF the series.

And series which I'm on the fence;

Fallen by Lauren Kate
I only need to read the last book Rapture, but I never seem to get around reading it even though I'm interested knowing what happens. Still, it's been years since I read third book and I don't remember properly what happened.

Breathe by Sarah Crossan
A dystopian duology where I read the first one, but had to wait for the sequel and now it's been so many years that I can't decide if it's worth re-reading Breathe and then finishing the duology.

Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo
This is the most recent one and while I enjoyed Six of Crows, I had some serious problems with it. Mostly Inej and her holier-than-thou and preaching attitude annoyed me beyond anything, and the fact that she was never called out of her behaviour even when it was abusive. I just don't know if it's worth reading the sequel if Inej will make my blood-pressure rise.

ARC Review: Cash Plays by Cordelia Kingsbridge

Cash Plays (Seven of Spades, #3)
by Cordelia Kingsbridge
Published by Riptide Publishing
eARC
LGBT, mystery, thriller, romance, contemporary

The Seven of Spades is back with a vengeance - the vigilante serial killer had resumed their murderous crusade, eluding the police at every turn. But a bloodthirsty killer isn't the only threat facing Sin City. A devious saboteur is wreaking havoc in Las Vegas's criminal underworld, and the entire city seems to be barreling toward an all-out gang war. 
As Detective Levi Abrams is pushed ever closer to his breaking point, his control over his dangerous rage slips further every day. His relationship with PI Dominic Russo should be a source of comfort, but Dominic is secretly locked in his own downward spiral, confronting a nightmare he can't bear to reveal.
Las Vegas is floundering. Levi and Dominic's bond is cracking along the seams. And the Seven of Spades is still playing to win. How many bad hands can Levi and Dominic survive before it's game over?

I love the Seven of Spades series and I was super excited to dive into Cash Plays. And oh boy was the book full of feelings and emotions. Dominic gets a case that makes him face his gambling addiction and sends him down a spiral while Levi is struggling with his demons and rage more than ever - all when Seven of Spades is getting more and more vicious and murderous. FBI has also send an agent to help with the serial killer, which stirs up trouble within the Las Vegas Police Department.

Cash Plays suffered a bit from the middle book syndrome; Levi and Dominic hardly spend any time together and you just know there's going to be plenty of problems in their relationship. It's not necessarily all bad as Kingsbridge is a very good writer and all previous books have had high stakes. Personally, I'm not a fan of middle book syndrome when it comes to relationship problems, and that's the reason why I'm knocking one star off the rating. I wanted to see Levi and Dominic together and work on their connection and relationship, but that didn't really happen here. Most of the old secondary characters were amiss and there were a lot of new interesting ones such as Russian crime boss Sergil Volkov and Rocco, but I missed seeing Dominic's family and friends.

Cash Plays continues the stunning and captivating series, and stakes rise even higher. I definitely need the next one - to find out more about the Seven of Spades and his/her obsession with Levi, and what happens with Levi and Dominic's relationship. I need to see the things that were messed up in this one to be fixed in the next sequel. I still recommend the Seven of Spades series.

4 of 5 stars

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Thank you, Riptide Publishing, for giving me a chance to read and review Cash Plays!

(A copy of this ebook was provided in return for an honest review.)

25 June 2018

Book Blitz + Giveaway: Alpha by Jus Accardo


Alpha
by Jus Accardo
(The Infinity Division #3)
Published by Entangled: Teen
Publication date: July 3rd 2018
Science Fiction, Young Adult
“A fun YA sci-fi story with a compelling cast of characters.” —Kirkus Reviews on Infinity  
Sera is the obsession of a killer chasing a ghost. G is a soldier with too much blood on his hands.  
Dylan lost the only person he ever loved—and will stop at nothing to get her back. 
In a whirlwind chase that takes them back to where it all started, Sera, G, and Dylan will have to confront their demons—both physical and mental—and each other, in order to win their freedom.



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EXCERPT:
The rain stopped, and the wind outside had settled, leaving an uncomfortable silence in its wake. I didn’t have a problem with the quiet. I liked it, in fact. But this was something a little different. This was uncomfortable. The kind of stillness that came from forced proximity to someone or something that made your skin itch and your stomach roil. The kind of hush that usually set in right before a devastating storm or a natural disaster.

He did this sometimes. Just sat across from me and stared. He usually wouldn’t even say anything. I didn’t think he expected me to say anything, either. He just looked. Sometimes it lasted a few minutes, just long enough to send that chill skittering up and down my spine. Other times it would go on for hours. He’d blink and breathe and fidget, but his eyes…those remained locked on me, his unhealthy mix of sadness and lust and greed and anger crushing me to the point of breathlessness.
We were at it again, and I was just about out of patience. It was one thing to have been ripped away from my home, from my life, by that madwoman, Cora Anderson. It was another to have her poke and prod and use me as a science experiment. She’d altered my mind. Made me forget most of my life before the day I woke up a prisoner on the floor of her cold, dank cell. Those things were all bad, but having been “rescued” by this bastard and forced to stay by his side at all times? That was an entirely new level of torture.

“You’re thinking about him again, aren’t you?” His tone was acidic and his jaw tight. He had a temper, this guy. I’d seen it multiple times. He’d never done anything more than scream at me, but it was only a matter of time with people like this. I wasn’t sure how I knew that, but I felt it in my bones. Maybe I’d known someone like him at home. Maybe it was just intuition.

“Yes,” was all I replied. I found that simple, one-word responses went over the best. Or, more accurately, the worst. When I said too little, he grew agitated. He wanted me to talk to him, yet the things that came out of my mouth weren’t ever what he wanted to hear. I didn’t act like he’d hoped I would, didn’t say the things he longed to hear. Some days he was determined to change me. Others, he was rabid, blaming me for not behaving like myself and demanding that I wake up.

Forget that I had no idea who I was.

“While it’s not okay, I understand.” He offered me a smile—a small, tentative twitch of his lips and gentle shrug of his shoulders. He was making an effort to be kinder today, going out of his way to speak softer and move slower.

That made me even angrier.

“You understand? Then my life is complete. All I’ve ever wanted was the understanding of a serial killer.” Even if I hadn’t been thinking about…someone else, I would have lied. The fact that I wasn’t focused on him, and him alone, drove Dylan—my savior, my captor—crazy. But the truth was, I was thinking of him. That other him. How could I not? Even if I didn’t find myself missing him every moment of every day in an almost physical way, I wouldn’t be able to put him out of my mind because he was technically sitting here across from me.



Author Bio
JUS ACCARDO spent her childhood reading and learning to cook. Determined to follow in her grandfather's footsteps as a chef, she applied and was accepted to the Culinary Institute of America. But at the last minute, she realized her true path lay with fiction, not food.
Jus is the bestselling author of the popular Denazen series from Entangled publishing. A native New Yorker, she lives in the middle of nowhere with her husband, three dogs, and sometimes guard bear, Oswald. 

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ARC Review: Out, Proud, and Prejudiced by Megan Reddaway

Out, Proud, and Prejudiced
by Megan Reddaway
Published by Less Than Three Press
eARC
LGBT, contemporary, romance, retelling

One's proud, one's prejudiced, and they can't stand each other.
Quick-tempered Bennet Rourke dislikes Darius Lanniker on sight. Darius may be a hotshot city lawyer, but that doesn't give him the right to sneer at Bennet, his friends, and their college. It doesn't help that Bennet's restaurant job has him waiting at Darius's table. So when his tutor recommends him for an internship at Darius's Pemberley estate, Bennet isn't sure he wants it. He's also not sure he can afford to turn it down.
Darius is a fish out of water in the small college town of Meriton, but something keeps pulling him back there. He's helping out a friend with business advice, nothing more. If he's interested in Bennet, it's not serious. Sure, Bennet challenges him in a way no other man has. But they have nothing in common. Right?
Wrong. Their best friends are falling in love, and Bennet and Darius can't seem to escape each other. Soon they're sharing climbing ropes and birthday cake, and there's a spark between them that won't be denied. But betrayal is around the corner. Darius must swallow his pride and Bennet must drop his prejudices to see the rainbow shining through the storm clouds.
A modern retelling of Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice.

Out, Proud, and Prejudiced is a modern retelling of Pride and Prejudice, where the main characters are gay. There are some differences to the original tale, but there isn't any radical changes. I went in knowing this and not expecting to be surprised, and I enjoyed the story a lot. I only have to say that the blurb is misleading as there isn't a dual point of view, because the only perspective is Bennet's and Darius's inner thoughts are not on page.

Despite expecting that there wouldn't be big surprises plot or character wise, there were some elements of suspense and I enjoyed the story. It took me a little while to warm up for the characters and situation; mostly because of the modern setting, as I've always felt that a lot of the charm for Pride and Prejudice is the time period. However, Reddaway made the story work well in modern setting, where Bennet and his friends studied hospitality in a college and Darius was a hotshot city lawyer.

The relationship dynamics have changed from the original tale; Bennet and Jamie are best friends and flat mates instead of siblings and so on. I enjoyed the dynamics between characters. Jamie's one of my favourites because he's kind and adorable, and I loved his relationship with Tim. Of course, Bennet and Darius get the limelight with their initial mutual dislike and slow progress of learning to stand each other. Both are proud men with prejudices, and I found it especially delightful read to see how they found they both enjoyed climbing and such. It was really good that Bennet and Darius had a lot of interaction - there's a trip to Brighton, climbing, and surprise visits to Pembroke. It was a really slow burn, but it was to be expected and I truly enjoyed their interactions.

Out, Proud, and Prejudiced was engaging read and especially captivating at the end. It would have been even better reading experience, if I'd been able to stop comparing and looking for links to the source material. In any case, it's a good contemporary retelling with M/M romance. I do recommend this for both fans of Pride and Prejudice and fans of M/M contemporary romance.

Now, I just want to re-read the original and watch one or two movie adaptations.

4 of 5 stars

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Thank you, Less Than Three Press, for giving me a chance to read and review Out, Proud, and Prejudiced!

(A copy of this ebook was provided in return for an honest review.)

23 June 2018

Mid Year Freak Out Tag

This tag is a tradition of mine, as I've done it every year since I started this blog.

I'm currently ten books ahead on my Goodreads challenge, which is set in 60 books, but I'm likely to raise that to 70 books soon. Just give myself a bit of a challenge, since I'm so far ahead.



1. Best Book You've Read So Far in 2018
I've read a number of stunning books already so naming a best of them is difficult. However, Lost Boy by Christina Henry captivated me and enthralled me, and I still think about it.


2. Best Sequel You've Read so Far in 2018
I've only read a few sequels this far, and most of them belong in the same series. Best of them is Heat Trap by JL Merrow from The Plumber's Mate Mysteries, which was a third book in the series and my favourite of them.

3. New Release You Haven't Read Yet but Want To
The Burning Maze by Rick Riordan, definitely. It game out last month and I intend to read it before the end of the summer.

4. Most Anticipated Release For The Second Half of the Year
Vengeful by V.E. Schwab because I've been waiting for a sequel to Vicious for years, and Schwab's The Steel Prince, because anything tied to Shades of Magic trilogy is a must read for me.


5. Biggest Disappointment
I've only given one two star rating, but that's not actually the biggest disappointment because I didn't have expectations for that book. The Traitor by Allen Zadoff takes that prize, because I expected a lot better than it turned out to be, so even if I gave it a three stars, it was the biggest disappointment so far.

6. Biggest Surprise

Where Death Meets the Devil by L.J. Hayward, because I went in expecting action and romance, and I got so much more. There's plenty of action and some romance, but it was so much more. Definitely a great spy/assassin espionage, and I haven't quite read anything like it. Surprised me in such a positive way.

7. Favorite New Author (Debut To You)
I've only read a few new authors, because it seems I've been unintentionally been focusing on the old acquaintances. How Saeter Robbed the Underwold by Meredith Katz was first I've ever read from Katz and it was such a stunning story that I'll definitely check out what Katz comes up next.

8. Newest Fictional Crush
I don't really have one. I've read plenty of great books with intriguing characters in the past six months, but no one really qualifies as fictional crush. My fictional crushes so far this year has been from TV shows (Captain Hook from Once Upon A Time and Captain Flint from Black Sails. Yes, I've been watching a lot of TV shows with pirates lately. They never get old for me.)

9. Newest Favorite Character
James and William from A Light Amongst Shadows by Kelley York & Rowan Altwood. And yes, I'm unable to decide who I favour more because James and William are both adorable cinnamon rolls in their own ways.

10. Book That Made You Cry
Actually, nothing. I don't remember any book making me cry so far this year.

11. Book That Made You Happy
Ever After by Riley Hart & Christina Lee. It's such adorable and cute gay fairy tale romance, and it made me so happy while reading it.

12. Favorite Book To Film Adaptation
Sadly, I haven't read any books that have been adapted as a film this year.

13. Favorite Review You've Written This Year

14. Most Beautiful Book You've Bought This Year So Far
As usual, I just can't pick one, so here's three gorgeous covers of books I've bought so far in 2018.
 

15. What Book(s) Do You Need To Read by The End of The Year
My TBR is gigantic and I'm so bad at actually sticking to any reading orders (I'm such a mood reader!), there's still a few books I'd like to read before the end of the year.

20 June 2018

Review: Moonrise by Sarah Crossan

Moonrise
by Sarah Crossan
Published by Bloomsbury
YA, contemporary, poetry

'They think I hurt someone.But I didn't. You hear?Coz people are gonna be telling youall kinds of lies.I need you to know the truth.' 
Joe hasn't seen his brother for ten years, and it's for the most brutal of reasons. Ed is on death row.
But now Ed's execution date has been set, and Joe is determined to spend those last weeks with him, not matter what other people think.







Moonrise's premise is heartbreaking and sad, both of which I expected the story to be. Joe's brother Ed has been in prison for ten years for murder and now he's on death row. Their family is complicated and struggling, with absent father, addicted and mostly absent mother, and aunt Karen who took care of Joe and his sister Angela after Ed was sent to prison. Joe travels alone to Texas to spend the last weeks with Ed before the execution. It's lonesome and heartbreaking journey for Joe, and Crossan managed to bring that across rather beautifully. It was interesting to see the dysfunctional family relationship and how everyone dealt differently with Ed's conviction and him being on death row. Especially since Ed swears he's innocent of the crime, which just made me angry about the justice system. It was all around decent story with emotional themes.

However, then came up the romance in true YA style. For me, it felt completely unnecessary and I'd rather read about family dynamics and heartbreaking story of Joe's brother being on death row. I felt like the romance cheapened the story a little bit, especially because it was quite cliche and predictable. The twist in the romance was easy to guess from the beginning and overall the story would have worked better without it, which is why I felt it was unnecessary.

In the end, Moonrise was a decent read. It wasn't mind-blowing or as gut-wrenching as I thought it would be, and the romance parts made me yawn. Still, it was well written and I liked Joe and Ed, and the complicated family dynamics. It was nothing spectacular, but nothing bad either.

3 of 5 stars